Did I mention how much I love stationery? Oh how I do! Lovely journals with beautiful covers thrill me more than I can say. (I’m a huge fan of PaperBlanks.) I love beautiful pens with vivid violet ink (CultPens are a great source of the unusual) and lovely puffin tins and purple staples and wooden pencils and … You get the picture.
Whenever I go off on retreat or holiday or to a course I take a notebook/journal. In it I jot down little notes and reminders. Sometimes when I come home I transfer bits to my bigger Quotes Journals or blog about the events which happened. This week I’ve been on the Clergy Silent Retreat at Whitchester and finally finished my lovely purple bejewelled journal. Who gave me it? I can’t remember but I’m sure it was a gift. I’m quite sad it has come to an end, this purple beauty, for it contains many truths and many memories. It still looks beautiful and I shall find a space where it can lie face-front in all its glory.
Do you want to know what’s in it? OK, here are just a few snippets:
- On visiting a church famous for pilgrims, wonder why the people who take the service aren’t more friendly. Indeed, seem positively snooty. Would it hurt to ask where we’re from?
- Retired clergy who take Clergy Retreats should not talk at length about their holiday memoirs, or insist that we all love poetry.
- Meet clergy who are bullied, clergy who are gay but frightened to tell, clergy who are deeply unhappy. Praying seems so inadequate. Why is nobody caring for the carers?
- Note: buy Icon to St Cuthbert by Tavener. (I never did.)
- “Some gates only open if you work at them.” David Adam
- “Too often church worship is weak because we have not been faithful in our own daily prayers. Its like trying to be friendly on a Sunday to someone you have ignored all week.” David Adam
O island my love
my windswept and craggy one
with rain and snow and sleet and wind
to batter down my defences
with sun and moon and stars
to remind me of your awesome power
with quiet and rest and stillness
to revive my spirits.
- At Bishop’s House, Iona I did some manicures for my little flock. Someone said it was like Maundy Thursday!
- Staffa and the water was like a millpond. Puffins are God’s comedians. Tobit should be in the lectionary more often.
- Gilmore-Fraleigh style = Achieving/Directing
- Saw God in the windows of St Chapelle. Adored spiral pillars and fan vaulting at St Severin.
- “An atheist is someone who wakes up on a beautiful morning feeling thankful, and then remembers there is no one to thank.” G K Chesterton
- Is there anything so sexual as St Theresa in Ecstasy at Chiesa di Santa Maria della Vittoria?
- Find it hard to find God in a chantry chapel until I spotted the unicorn.
- Thomas Traherne is lovely and all that, but he’s really just not me!
- Every cathedral should have geese in the courtyard.
- Oh Gaudi how I love thee. How I love your fluid lines, your nature-in-stone, your colour and symbols.
- Cool light of the cloisters are places to rest and ponder.
- Everyone should have a Black Madonna in a snowstorm.
- Pudding stones from 1026 in a church looked like clootie dumplings.
- Relics Exhibition at The British Museum and adored some stunning reliquaries.
- In the bible hardly anyone goes back home – you can only go forward home.
- Who is holy? Someone who earths God in the ordinary things of life.
- Today, what is it that priests need to become? Enabler, listener, risk taker, perseverer, being a bit weird, shared episcope.
- “How can I find God’s will? God’s will, if it exists, is probably locked up in a file in the Bishop’s filing cabinet!” Margaret Silf
- Stop reading and start watching and noticing. Everything is a gift.
- Taking a group on pilgrimage is like herding cats. And I never did have much of a maternal instinct. Why can’t grown-ups catch a bus/ferry/train when they’ve known the time for months?
- Feral Goats for 2 miles.
- Shortbread and lemon curd. Yum.
- An Art Studio on Skye is really someone’s front room.
- “I have often repented of speaking but never repented of silence.”
- Rest is not what we do – it is the gift of God.
- The gift of rest is a gift to others.
- Accept the discomfort of not being as we would like to be. Accept others are they are.
- Stillness enables the work of God within us. It is not about what we do, but what God does. God works in the inner heart. That’s why the Kingdom of God takes so long to come – God takes time.
- We are so concerned with the world right we haven’t put ourselves right.
- Humility. As soon as you think you have it, you’ve lost it!
- Vainglory – seeking attention for ourselves, that we are better than others, taking what is due to God to ourselves. This is a big danger for the Church and clergy.
- God covers our sins, puts his hands over them.
- Perhaps today’s reduction in numbers in the Church is God’s plan to take away some of our power.
- “The utterly magnetic God.” Mother Jane God draws us to himself whether we know it or not.